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posting really happy news [Apr. 19th, 2005|11:11 pm]
everyone needs to be jealous of me because i just listened to the new coldplay single and it is amazing. mmmmmazing.
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wowowowow [Apr. 8th, 2005|12:34 am]
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(no subject) [Apr. 4th, 2005|06:22 pm]
la la la la la laaaaaa.
my project is done.
im free.
i can do anything i want tonight.
i was up until 7 am last night/morning doing the damn thing. worst night of my life. i had many breakdowns.
soo happy its over.
okay i need to go eat. i took a big long nap.
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(no subject) [Apr. 2nd, 2005|05:05 pm]
just signed the lease on our apartmenttttttt.
i am so excited.
at first we were really dissapointed because we got a 3 bed room on the first floor instead of the second, but the community makes up for it. i love it there. i guess we are living in a building that has 3 groups of girls in it and the woman that we are working with used to live there and couldnt stop talking about all the residents.
ugh yay.
yay yay yay.
okay must go get ready for my dads 60th partay.
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desperate times. [Apr. 1st, 2005|01:36 am]
i had no idea how much stress can affect a person. this past week i dont think that i have ever been under more pressure to manage my time effectively, do exceptionally well on my exams/projects, and just purely get them done.
stress is a mean thing.
and its kinda coincidental that im studying stress in my psych class. in fact stress was one of the subjects on my exam today.
side affects of stress:
compulsive eating.. check.
bad health.. check.
sleep problems.. check.
body problems.. check (my back has zillions of nots)

all i want to do is sit in a chair and read. or watch draining mindless tv. no more building please.

i just came home from taking jon to get his car and when i walked up to my floor, i saw that someone had kicked my box of white powdered plaster (it feels and looks like flour) ALL over the floor. not only is there a huge mess that i know i will get fined for but i have to buy a whole other box of plaster.
normally i would have been just fucking pissed off that someone had to disturb my peace, but since im under such stress, i came home and uncontrollably cried.
i cant explain to anyone how good i want to be at what i do in the future and i feel that i need prove myself now in order to get there. so only the best, most complicated project will satisfy me.

i wish i had this innate ability to come up with a project idea right away and build it with ease.

oh god. what to do but just work work work until its over.
i need to remember it will be over.

on the flip side, my daddys 60th bday is this weekend. we are having a bbq on saturday night and then a hike/brunch on sunday morning. im really excited to just have some sort of down time with my family.

i need to go to bed so i stop thinking about how hard things are. i hate to sob and complain.
casey's watching celebrity sex tapes on vh1. ill join.

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dont you. dont you. [Mar. 28th, 2005|09:41 pm]
we need to talk.

as of right now, im in a p.o.ed mood. i have a disease. its called chronic procrastination.
or maybe a major case of the mondays.

you know when you become in a bad mood.. and then everything else has this bad mood gloom to it. so then all of a sudden you irrationally think life sucks.
all of this just because i didnt take advantage of a beautiful thing called time.
two tests this week (which i need to do exceptional on), my poppas 60th bday, and a big project due monday.

on a brighter note, richelle helped me put my stuff on ebay. well actually its more like i gave her my stuff and she did the work. im excited to see how high my stuff goes. bidding or gambling excites me.

oh i cant wait to be 21 and go to vegas.
i think thats what jk is doing this summer when he hits the big 2-1.
i cant even believe it.

im also getting a major case of the "summer is so soon therefore i dont want to do work" sentiments. bad sign considering we have 6 weeks left.

im considering quitting my job and finding one in tempe since ill be here in the summer. maybe starbucks. mmm my addiction. i think i would drink all the coffee in the store though. oops. i just talked to a friend that used to work there and he said it was a great job. hmm..

speaking of, im so excited to be here in the summer. sooo excited. decorate, cook, be by the pool with my friends. live in an apartment and not a dorm. yess.
we already decided that we are having a move in bbq. :) i love my friends.

k i need to go get some hugs and do some more homework.
send some stree free thoughts to me this week please.
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(no subject) [Mar. 27th, 2005|12:59 am]
happy easter.

hope everyone has a good sunday!
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i love too many things. [Mar. 21st, 2005|11:59 pm]

too many choices.
what do you think?
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(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2005|11:21 am]
happy saint patricks day!!
one of my favorite holidays!
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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2005|01:11 pm]

spring break is tomorrow. i leave around 11 and jk, bryan, and i are driving to san diego. im so excited to hit up coronado, the beach, hortons plaza mall, mission's board walk. its going to be so much fun. although im anxious to share a room with 4 boys. what do i do when i have to poop? or fart? oh no.

today is beautiful. i love the spring weather.
a tiny bit on the hot side but its a good hot.

I CANT BELIVE IT IS ALREADY SPRING BREAK. mid second semester of my freshman year. where does the time go?
next year im going to be a sophomore in college. and my little sister will be a senior in high school.
the day that kirsten (the baby of the family) graduates is the day im am going to be lost in life. there will be huge change and im extremely bad at that.

but i am excited to be a sophomore and into a house/condo/apartment. i slept in this morning and lisa insisted on blasting her bass-full music at 9 oclock am. i asked her to turn it down and even after that i still could hear it. consideration?

after SD, im coming home and sleeping at home. im excited to spend some nights with my parents since i havent had a lot of quality time with them. i also work a lot. work is bleh but money is fantastic. especially since the arch project that im presently working on is going to climb to about $100. ugh.

but im going to put some stuff on ebay and hopefully make some mula that way! i will officially become an ebayer.

off to psychology. then a busy day.

have a good spring week.
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